21 November 2009

One day.....

....this college thing will stop being stupid
....i will learn how to read a freaking website and stop making stupid mistakes
....a scholarship coorporation will actually give me some money
....i will step foot on a college campus and not have to go home
....i will stop having to miss him. . . all the time
....my friends will not have parents who treat me better than them
....i will finish this novel.
....i will have a wedding good enough to get on www.oncewed.com
....i will have good fashion
....i will probably move to a place where good fashion costs less
....i will be able to live on my own
....i will be interviewed on Ellen
....i will actually be a representative for the faith i claim
....i will begin to believe in myself
....i will exhibit in a real art gallery, with real artists.
....i will get out of Flower Mound and never look back.
....i will drive my car so far into west texas and spend the day just looking around and being artsy
....i will drive to Marfa.
....i will have just enough money not to stress about it.
.... i will know how the hell i'm going to pay for college.

luckily, tomorrow I'm headed to San Francisco. a much needed break

3 comments:

  1. Marfa rocks. You would love it. Even in the summer, it's not too hot. And it's artsy in a very charming way.

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  2. awh kelsey, you're so right, one day things won'te suck

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